When I was a school kid
I received a gift from my dad
A cycle
When I peddled
I could see fragile soft feathers protruding
From my shoulder
I imagined
Very soon I would be an angel
AND
I could fly
I could summon people
I could perform miracles
I could …
When I exclaimed
My cool mother wore a mysterious, painful smile
I deliberately ignored.
During my college
Again a gift from dad
Wow
A bike
Fully developed wings.
I could whirr around
The crowded roads, lanes and streets
I believed, I could fly
I proclaimed
I notice the same smile
I ignored it again.
Ignored even the tears
Busy and enthralled ready to take off
I try, tried, trying
Dad … cried out
Something is heavy, I could n’t fly
Not even flap my wings
Tear glands flooded and exploded
Leave it my dear daughter
You just flap them
Cannot fly
He insisted don’t even dare
Don’t fly ?
But why?
What are wings for?
I look around.
Now, I could not ignore my mom’s smile, pain and tears